July 19, 2009
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19th July 2009today was quite of a boring day... my mind is going to blow working out the project for minds sch... tot of going to visit dear but she refuses,she needs to study for her test in ard 2 wks time...
she is currently quarrantined cos her bro gt h1n1,but his alrite alrdy... really miss her alot...
supposed to be able to c her on tuesday...but it seems lky i shld nt lookforward for it too much... she gt a fever tonite and really worried if she could have gotten the virus... hate it...really.... missing her is gonna drive me crazy plus the worrying... and whenever i try to meet her, she wun wan to... im always the 1 trying and thking of ways to meet her, she doesnt seem to initiate anything... sometimes,when she says she miss me, i really doubt it...to me, i thk she doesnt care, but of cos she has her reasons...we juz couldnt agree wif each other...sometimes i really feel lky breaking down... but screw it, i tried my best... also, wadeva i advice to her, she will also have her reasons nt to listen...wth is all these abt... shld i even care or juz let her handle it herself? thking abt our situation and her health juz makes me in no mood to do anything...
but wadeva it is...i juz hopes it ends asap...
juz wan to c u dearBlogged
@ 11:23 PM
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