August 2, 2009
my grandpa's 84th b day is here.. yea! wow,84... hope he can rch till 100 yrs old=) ate at my grandma's hse and had my grandpa's mango birthday cake,was delicious^^
projects deadlines and exams r coming soon... im really kinda scare...nt nervous but scare lols... really wan to score well... trying to do my very best so tt i will hav a gd future, wif her of cos...really hope everything lies gd ahead of my life...
soon will be me and my baobei's 8th month tgt... gonna celebrate it wif her next sunday although i had my grandpa's birthday lunch, will meet her after tt...no matter wad, dis month gotta celebrate cos cant do it for the next 2 months, going for oitp=( really dun feel lky going cos i know im gonna ms her badly... but for my better future, i better go cos clean energy companies in singapore nt yet exposed and r still new... also, dis might nt be the only time we will be parted for long time, another time will be ard 5 or 6months ltr when she also wana go china... i dun say tt dis will be a test of love cos i know i sure pass de lol, but a test of endurance... the feeling is saddening man, i cant even bare 5days nt having a at least a glance of her...
no matter wad, u r mine forever and lets have a little more confidence in us and strive on till our 8 yrs ltr when i will do wad we promised each other and it cannot and will not be changed...love u dear, my baobei forever <3Blogged
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jy&nEst forever -